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Love doesn't have a color

Don't u know, don't u see, it makes no sense that u Hate me You see there may come a time when u need me, will I rise above and give my hand or will I walk away and b Less of a Human? The color of my skin, ur skin, it don't matter, kindness, undertanding and LoVE, give it all ur universe will b gladder Sharing is caring dontcha know? Food, Water, I will share, hey man let's role model for the kids, let them watch Love grow Let's b the light as we confront the dark, let's light the candles and b epic assets to the world urs, mine everyones really Chaos, contentions don't be scared, let' s #Leanon1andOther....I will b ur friend

Learning 2 walk again

The strength that we have within us and some of us die not knowing it, such a shame really. Everyday I wake up and smile knowing that I am one day closer to walking and it's what I visualize, I want it so bad at times I can taste it. I have met people that are so deep in thier illness that they don't want to get better, u know even though I am a psychologist I have a challenging time comprehending that, I understandd the logistics but I don't get it nor do I want to. Walking, man I can't wait, something that many take for granted. Even tthough this is the most challenging time of my life, it's also the greatest, I am so grateful for the clarity in the lessons that I have leaarnt so far. Tell me something delicious about u,say it loud absorb it, own it Everyday, I dance with Ellen, this not only strengthens me, it gives me more determination to meet her, everybody needs at least one dream Learning to walk again is quite the journey...but I wouldn't have it any other way Follow my journey on fb Learning to walk again/Empowerment Life or Death B kind today, do something for someone, collect smiles #Burbeautifulself

Roadmaps

U ever have those deep thinking life moments and then it hits ya, u know what roadmap u must create, most likely, the first of many.My lifes learnings r amazing and I have learnt that it is an art form to get on your flow and enhance it. I never even remotely thought that I would reach this plateau and this is just the beginning. Not gonna lie, this is and has been one of the most challenging times of my life buy u know, I wouldn't have it any other way. At this point in my life breathtaing miracles r happening and my mind is getting stronger and stronger. I know that where I am today is not where I will b 2morrow. I am soo Grateful for my wheelchair as it motivates me 2 walk and it allowed me 2 have grace. I have learnt the power of the mind, the absolute power of the mind A plant that I gre up with is healing me, hypocritical pharmacare is no longer a part of my life When people in the community come to me smiling and pain free after trying some healing product, the world lights up U can do anything if you visualize and blieve....in YOU Hey Mar u c that mountain over there? Mar, Mar, oh shit she's already halfway up... Happy Tues my friens I

Attitude while Learning 2 Walk Again

Learning to Walk Again you say? Yes literally and the learning curve is huge. I have highs and I have lows. My highs include when I can stand up tall, dance with Ellen, in one spot mind you but hey it's a good start😊Cook standing up and open my eyes every morning feeling Gratitude. Last week I phoned my holistic dr. crying, my feet hurt so bad, they were extremely on fire and I had not experienced this in a very long time. What I learnt is that my body is healing, you know that saying, No pain No Gain? In this circumstance it is so legit but myself and many others with MS can identify. I am on my 5th month of RSO and this has been the best that I have felt since 2008. I have learnt so much about some peoples mentality and thier dis-ease. Some people want to stay stuck, are emeshed with Pharmacare and/or don't understand nor try to the power of Cannibis and the lives that it is saving. When I meet these types Ijust smile and wave. I am climbing my mountain, Don't bring me down u know? Life is short success and determination all begins with you and your mindset. Nobody said it would b easy but you have nothing to lose my friend. I no longer call my MS a dis-ease I call it a condition. If you have Cancer, MS, Fibromynalga, Sleep Apnea and many more feel free to contact me and to those that have ty I am happy that u r happy. Don't give up Never Give Up

It's all in your mind

Happy Wed beauties✌ So yesterday I went to the MS clinic at UBC and I was curious as to what the neurologists would say. After 3 hours of testing they sat down with me and asked me what I was doing as I was improving. To hear those words changed me in an instant. It was then that I realized my love of self and the power of our mind. I am determined to walk again and it begins with strength and determination. They agreed with me, I was then asked how come I am not on narcotics? I stated that I vape medicinal cannabis and they found this intriging. It is very challenging to integate the power of cannibis vs. Pharmacare but when they see proof they seemed a little dumbfounded. When my MRI resuults came in, I had no new lesions, they couldn't figure it out, I was elated. I did not get into the RSO that I am taking as I have to see them in three months and visualize that I will be walking again. Everyday I wake with a smile and hope. Last week I got so much gratitude from people who have started the RSO and my heart felt and feels so warm. I have learnt on this journey that kindness and sharing can change the world. There are so many sick people in this world who are sick and stuck but that doesn't always have to be the case, people need to be educated that you don't have to be a slave to your disease and mental madness. I am starting a health life website and hope to help people all over the world. Always b a friend to yourself and others When you go outside, b a smile collector Share, just share Walk around with gratitude Don't b mean, don't b rude, life is to short and you are missing outqq on so much goodness and karma is very real Remember my friends, As you woke up this morning, someone was taking thier last breath...Enjoy every moment...allow the sun to shine in your mind and stand tall, you are so worthy

Ask for world peace

It saddens me so much to hear peoples, "fear talk" u know. Many people did not expect to wake up and hear about a lethal attack on Syria.Many people did not expect to wake up, see fear and die.Something has got to give don't you think? It seems as tho the politicians who we pay by the way want to gèt us involved in thier political warfare. You see, I have a vision and in this vision everyone comes together, we stop and we hope and pray for peace and our energy is so strong that if only for a moment we get to experience world peace. When I meditate, I visualize world peace. I see people happy, caring for one and other. It is so important to create your world full of positive energy, be kind even when others arent. Kindness is such a powerful word and extremely positive it gives you a warm and beautiful feeling, it makes your essence better and you deserve the best. Gratitude is such an important part of living the life that you want and deserve. Sometimes we forget to be grateful for things such as à roof over our head, food in our belly, heat and so much more and then we wonder at times why life gets a little chaotic. I believe that we have to be are best selves and help others when can, be honest and always smile even when down. If you were to say 10 things that you are grateful for right now, could you do it without hesitation? Did you meditate this morning? The more negative this world becomes the more positive we will become and I really blieve that myrids of positive energy can make a difference. As for the political agendas we have to b strong and use our voice, change can and does happen we have to blieve and raise our energy to the highest vibratins. Life is for living, live and b kind, the changes that you attract are a reflection of you. Take a minute, breathe and send some Hope, it makes for a better day.

Can't

What'stopping you from living your dreams? Be honest. Is it you, your thoughts? Your beliefs? Your inconsistent visualizations? You know that word, CaN't? I blieve this word is dangerous and toxic and needs to immediately be removed from your thoughts and vocabulary. If this was a word used alot in your childhood or adulthood, let it go and raise above your raising, be at your level, a higher ground. YOU r WoRThy remember my friend✌ As I learn how 2 walk again, I am literaly astonished at the miracles that happen to me and my gratitude is overwhelming. I think about things deeply as I search my heart for my calling and the miracles that happen are unexplainable really but so exilerating and the Universe is attracting people to me that are amazing and I get the priveledge of empowering them and to see people not in pain anymore and now smiling and having HOPE leaves me speechless. CAN, STRENGTH and HOPE, these are words and thoughts that attract you to your positive realm. Your positive beliefs have to be an integral part of you, your heart, your soul and your chakras, all of you. Can't has a stinky stigma that doesn't suit you, your true beauty suits you. Think of all the things you can do, visualise, believe and ask, true storry not gonna lie. Chill for a bit, meditate, what CAN you do, what are you doing? You CAN You epically can my friend, you CAN

Empower Yourself while keeping Fear at Bay: The sun is shining

Empower Yourself while keeping Fear at Bay: The sun is shining: When the weather is dark and grey consecutively and you try with all your strength to stay positive and not let SAD ( seasonal affective dis...

The sun is shining

When the weather is dark and grey consecutively and you try with all your strength to stay positive and not let SAD ( seasonal affective disorder) overwhelm you, one can cognitively become very different. On those cold and dark days, I would go outside to see how many smiles that I could collect and this would and does give me pure joy. There is so much chaos in this world but all day, everyday I believe that kindness an happiness prevails. Lately my Universe has introduced me to many beautiful people that live with MS and severe anxiety suffers.I listen, I learn and support and I feel honored that they choose me to trust. Yesterday, a drug called Ocrevus was released for MS, is it legit? We will see. I find it interesting that it was released at the same time that Justin Trudeau is going to have cannibis legalized by 2018. Sad really, the goverment gets to fill thier pockets with more money, that's all it means, not that they care. We have to care, about one and other yes? Today tho, the sun is shining, vibrations are high and it's a beautiful thing, if only everyday could be like this right? I have learnt that loving yourself unconditionally can allow you too have good moments even in our darkest hours. Let me ask you, when is the last time you did something for you? Meditate, paint a picture, go for a walk ( how blessed are you❤) Don't forget your worthiness it is your identity. Everyday I am getting better and it amazes me and I get excited seeing peoples faces when I stand up and take a step and I have only just begun. Doctors are for Illness not Wellness, we the people have to b there for òne and other Enjoy this day and everyday, let your sunshine everyday #KindnessisBeautiful

Little Things

Ya know when I sit and reflect I am in such a place of gratitude that it is delicious. The roads that are presented to us in our lives whether good or bad are amazing. I didn't realize the impact being diagnosed with a disease would change my life,... for the better. At the time that I was diagnosed I did not understand adversity as it was all I knew and back then I only knew how to survive, not live. I reflect and now see my lessons and I can honestly say that I am so grateful to have the priveledge of learning and applying. Even tho I don't know my calling precisely, I see so clearly and I am learning how to keep my vibrations high and I know that this is leading to something glorious. Little miracles are happening I can stand up tall at the sink now to bruch my teeth, I feel like a queen. I can now stand up in the kitchen to cook and clean, holy banannas. I can sit at the table to eat with my partner, epic. I have learnt that being your true good self attracts amazing vibes and amazing people. Working thru the pain as opposed to burying it can be exhuberant, doing this allows you to grow and smile more. Everyday I try a little harder then the day before, I hope a little more because I now have faith in hope. Throughout my journey of honesty I have fallen in love with me and life. I believe in the law of attraction as I experience it on a daily basis. I see people who are stuck, dependant on the pity card and I realize that they need to recognize their lessons and take the transitional jump, that's an individualized decision. I am grateful for honest people and RSO, I am grateful for love and for hope. I am grateful for Ellen as everyday, 5 days a week she motivates me to dance and one day I will dance with her. I am grateful for this moment, what are you Grateful for my friend?

Good Morning

You open your eyes and see the beautiful son peeking thru your blinds, you smile You are happy, in an euphoric state really There is nothing heavy weighing on your mind You realize the importance of being content Your world is a wonderful place You cut off all the strings from the past You are worthy and you know it What am I going to have for breakfast this morn you think? Choices😍 How did I get to such a calm state of being, realizing that many people don't get this opportunity I am actually doing things that I put off for years I am putting brilliant pieces of my life together The more I try, the easier it comes Looking back, I see clearly how I worked against myself, now I am within me, I am one Everyone around me is smiling Things that I used to make issues out of don't even interupt my thoughts anymore I am grateful in every moment now realizing that is prodominently what is bringing me all of this joy When I go out, I collect smiles I don't allow myself to get down as I now realize that is a test of my faith One of my Grandest thoughts is knowing that this is not a dream anymore My eyes are wide open and I am excited to get up and be a part of this day?.. Happy Sunday Beauties

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When it starts out bad but ends up really Good

So out of the blue I get this call from Laverne calling me names and me not understanding why, it hurt a little not gonna lie. On Nov 15/2016 we cancelled out Telus Services thinking thats that. Nope all of a sudden we are getting these bills saying that we didnt return our product to which we did, however I fell into a depression and could not locate the tracking receipts and back in the day, Laverne had cosigned for us to get Telus which is why she was spraying venom. I remember sitting at my desk meditating asking the Universe to connect me with someone who understood and would work from a place of empathy. It was in that moment that the Universe connected me with Vishaar and I began to breathe. This young man spent so much time with me helping me find these tracking numbers while not knowing but saving me from more dysfuntional family abuse. For 2 days I made numerous phone calls pleading with the Universe to allow us to find these tracking numbers. On the second day I get a call from Vishaal stating that he found the equipment and I was getting a $600 credit, in that moment I felt like I won the lottery of kindness. Not only was my faith restored in my fave tv company, it was restored in a humans good intentions.I had to share this extraordinary act of kindness with his manager as one of the most important things we as humans must do is pay it foward. You know in a situation that could of turned out painful and stressful, one human worked from his heart and mind and made a down day a very glorious day, if only you knew and felt my #Gratitude TY Vashaal Happy Tuesday everyone

Empower Yourself while keeping Fear at Bay: Peace and Serenity

Empower Yourself while keeping Fear at Bay: Peace and Serenity: If only for a day, peace and serenty globally for 24 hours I want to walk around giving out flowers, observing smiles People are pain free T...

Peace and Serenity

If only for a day, peace and serenty globally for 24 hours I want to walk around giving out flowers, observing smiles People are pain free The sky is blue, the grass is green and love is on a roll Kindness is all around me I am in love with me and I love your soul Words are positive, no negativity allowed Sharing is caring, a natural way to be Empowering others is the new norm Don't get rattled darling, t's just a storm The war of violence is over Walking in the fields, you shall find a clover Walking with confidence, you hold your head high That's right, you can look everybody in the eye Peace and Serenity, how long will it last Well that's up to us really

Happy Monday My Friend

Hey you how r u? U know I have been iobserving lately some challenges that allow me 2 feel stronger. Right now I am dertermined to walk again and due to the RSO I am reconecting with my body and I am not gonna lie, it's painful sometimes yet I remain positive. Going thru this,I see how easy it is to lose yourself and take 2 steps back. I have learnt the importance of staying strong in your darkest hour, Little things count; Smile randomly at yourself and othersl Stay kind if someone is mean Meditate Love yourself Authenticcally Know that you are an asset to the universe Observe more then speak Know that words hurt These times are so imperative to our sanity, in Canada, America and worldwide, we need to look out for one and other and spread Happiness Seeds all around. How does it go? Come on people now, smile at your brother, everybody get together and love one another right now, right now.... You have a roof over your head yes? You have food, you have heat, hydro? Glory Days... Oh yea and you have amazing use of your legs? It's not so bad now go do what you do best...Be your wonderful self😆

Hope

So the better I get the more it sickens me how others with Cancer,CP, MS, Fibromynalga, Parkinsons, Seizures and many other Chronic Pain Diseases right down to migraines and back pain are being told by their doctors, take this pill and that pill, come on please support Pharmacare, let me stay rich. Nope forget about it. As I shared in my previous blog I shared that I almost passed dut to another greedy wannabe that really doesn't give a shit about you. You know when you see a commercial about a pill that will help get you better and then they speak of at least 10 side effects and oh yea may have suicide tendancies. What a paradox, my goodness. The universe led me to the right peple and life is Glorious. I know longer suffer from chronic pain, my feet no longer burn, I got complete feeling back in my left hand, I no longer take pills to sleep and Ifeel empowered. I created a fb page as I have I want everybody to know. Fb name Empowerment life or death. We are getting huge response as it is my online journey to getting rebirthed, better ALIVE. You can message me here if want, I am a MS Advocate or you can call Tina @ 250 246 1556. Everybody needs Life. I truly don't think the majority of drs give a rip. It is affordable and amazing Give life a try. Next week I begin the oil, I am sooo ecited. Your life is important.

Ya know....I mean right?

Hey beauties, how r u? Another Delicious day yes? So I was at my deep dark rock bottom.....but aI now know that it can always get darrker till u #Authentically and I deeply mean Authentically in it's truest allignment... So Miracles have happened and I am coming back to life, so I write this Adversity Creates Miracles blog, so into it, blurred vision, didn't even seperate paragraphs, Now all ready to send it to y'all and something happened😑😑 So here I am asking u 2 please read my last blog and pls Choose to make everyday a Positive Day

Out of Adversity Comes Miracles Can u feel them?

Hey u, hey u, I'm down here, it's dark I know right? Oh wow is that sunlight? Holy shit, I haven't seen the sun, the daylight for quite some time, I see that you are having a hard time looking, this is my rock bottom you see? My life got scary and in retrospection I absolutely gave all my power away. My landlord sexually assaulted me, my partner got a career in the city, we had to go to court twice and be victims of this creep, we had $4300 to our name, finding a place here is ludicrous and if had we would get a hotel( I have 4 little service dogs #SMJJ). While going to physio at the hospital in Courtney, a woman staff had befriended me,she manipulated very well, her and her son,took all our money and sold us a 92,oh yea an 89 broken down 5th wheel, so sad, not gonna lie, I was paralyzed with fear, I could not go up the stairs, I slept on a horrid couch, could not shower, with multiple heaters the wind blew in due to the space beneath the windows, my body paralyzed, my pain was at it's up next level. K so here we go,I have been taking this RSO, but not consecutively, the onr time that I took two strands of rice,my body became mush, my partner was so scared and frustrated. Depressed, I remembered that I had a brand new syringe,knowing that we had to find a place to live, my mind clearly not cognitive, #DepressionisReal&Scary #Imbalance. I took 4 strands desperate to walk. That day I made many calls searching with desperation.At the time, I would go to sleep by 7 p.m. so that I did not have to hurt. I was very lost, oh yea then my doctor put me on 420 mgs of morephine everyday, oh my god. Now on December 16th it was a clear yellow message that came to me,"You have to be Grateful for whay you have, in order to recieve more."On the 17th, my phone rang and it was a gentleman by the name of Greg, he explained who he was and that the company wanted to help me. I am pretty sure that I quit breathing for a spell legit.I was to do a conference call at 3 with himself and one of the owners.I was in awe as I had just appreciated having a roof over my head the night bfore. 3:21 the phone rings and it's so kool. I was given an address and was told that I would be getting a nurse and caretaker and I have to make a schedule for them.You know, when the call was done, I have never laughed and happy cried so hard in my life as I did in that moment, in that moldy, cold broken down 5th wheel. You see my son was coming home for Christmas and I repeatedly asked the Universe and visualized safety. Dec17th. I woke up excited but not feeling well,horrid really.My skin was grey and my arms looked like they had got bitten multiple times.By the time I got to washroom, I knew it was bad as what I thought was diharreha was blood, scared beyond buy I think clearly when I am scared, Fight or Flight, I will fight. I was losing a lot of blood.When my partner arrived at the 5th wheel, I told him that we had a place to look at that night, he said I was a miracle attracter but then said, "Babes something is horribly wrong,how much of that oil did u take? I told him and he said, "I will carry you to the truck we are going to the hospital." I said o.k. but please let me try something yes? I tried to connect with Corrie Yelland, now this woman is a Warrior Legend as she had terminal cancer, the Universe connected her with her allignment network #RSOLegit, she was cured, has empowered many others.On Corries podcast, Buinito from Croatia had the same MS as me, took the right oil and is cured.Holy banannas, Corrie got a hold of me put me in touch with a team of Warriors who sent my partner to a wholistic health food store to get me a coal type drink as I had butane poisoning. So the maker of this junk is Dr.Martin Nitram (original right?) They sent his oil to the FDA, his oil killed 2 people this year, he uses 8 aliases and he is not a doctor. Now at this point in my life I see clearly, my journey is beginning to make beautiful sense.I was no longer bleeding. Pharmacare worked so hard to get me to believe that I was dying, me and millions of others.I was on 26 pills a stinking day. Now, not one I found wholistic chronic pain management.In Feb 2016 MRI showed 53 plaque lesions on my lobes, last one...0..the Legit oil shrinks tumors, stops seizures, stops muscle spasms,cres Cancer,MS, Lymes Disease,CP, Fibromynalga and do much more, I no longer have burning feet.Now I consult with people all around the world and when I/We get love feedback it's beyond amazing My book is doing Awesome Oh yea, on Dec 23 we moved into a epic brand new wheelchair accessible condo, my son was so happy as we moved into here with no bed, nothing, but everything. Believe Visualize Have king Intentions Allign yourself with your Universe Remember, there is always a worse rock bottom and if u can see the lessons, learn and apply with a Smile of Appreciation...#OutofAdversityComesMiracles TY4beingU🌹 & Giving Me a Hand up