Just Breathe

You know it's beautiful and funny how my universe talks to me, fascinating really. Right now I am going through a very challenging situation. You see, we live in a rental and the landlord is very ignorant. In June, he had come over with an eviction notice as three weeks before, I  had asked him if he was ever going to apologize for the sexual assaults that he had committed to which he replied, " I was drunk and don't remember so therefore it didn't happen." So the nightmare begins.

You see, in February of 2014 I was told by my neurologist that I had 52 plaque lesions on my brain and may not have a lot of time. Not gonna lie, I fell into a deep depression. I came out of my depression strong, with a new perception of life and a deep sense of clarity. In June, I had a celebration of life gathering with the closest of friends, very emotional but very fun. Unexpectedly, the landlord and his 2 shady friends showed up, no one could believe it. His friends were using our patio as their garbage pit for cigarette butts and beer caps, I asked them to stop, clean up the mess and leave. This was when the ll had grabbed my breast, as I was in shock and one of our friends stood up to walk him to the gate, he touched my sister inappropriately and my 9 yrs. young niece. This was a nightmare. I can talk about this as the police are involved now. Now since this came alive, he has been harassing us, me especially, the helpless woman in the wheelchair I guess how he sees me. We got our first eviction notice in June, we went to Tribunal and won. Now, this ll wants to do a home inspection, yes you can and as he did, I recorded him as it is my right and I do not trust this person. As I was recording, he said, "Look at me, I can dance like a rock star," as I sat in my wheelchair, if that what makes you powerful I guess, making fun of me is very cowardly really. In September, we get another eviction notice. The adjudicator said that he would send his decision by mail. We got his decision which he did not use any of our evidence, granted the ll an order of possession, giving us 2 days to move, wow. We went to Supreme Court as the adjudicator made a mistake in applying the principle of resjudicata. We will see what happens next, as the Human Rights Coalition has accepted my case also.

 K, enough of me giving my power to this, there are many more details but I wanted you to see in part what I am going through. Now, the old me would have missed out on many opportunities, giving all my power to my fear and scarcity. Now, if you were in this situation, could you extract any goodness from this? I can and this gives me ridiculous feelings of happiness.

 I have learnt that I am strong.
 This conflict has brought my partner and I closer.
 I found this amazing bus to live in, do we have the $18,000 to buy it now? Nope, but I believe it will come.
I am becoming a voice for the disabled.
A book that I have been putting off for far too long, I executed it and is selling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am in love with empowering others, I found my calling.

I know right we are so powerful, you are, did you know that?
Positivity prevails, this I am sure of.

Hey, listen I am new at this so please bare with me yes?
First off thank-you with all my heart and being you guys I have 1700 subscribers to my blog, I am forever grateful and I hope that you can feel my Happiness Seeds that I am sending your way.

This is the link to my book-Just Breathe  By Gypsy Dee  ASIN: B01M282Y1W

I hope you like it, let me know yes?

Happy Sunday everybody.

Beautiful people I would like to introduce ( your name here)

Have you been looking outward, avoiding looking inside? I did for 46 years.
If nothing has changed in your schema, including you, then why would you want to look within  youself? All dark, negative and dreary?
Choices, you have them, so do I.

Once I reaized my power and how to use it, the world, my world became a  Happy  and liveable place. I introduced myself to me, so kool right?

When I look inside myself now, it is bright and sunny. It can be dark and rainy outside and I see gooďness, it's raining and I want to dance yes?
May I dance with you?

I know and believe that loving yourself authentically is an art and you are the artist.
This is your opportunity to paint your pictue and fall in love with You, unconditionally.

 I want you to find  your place, a place of Peace,Happiness and Love. I want you to forgive and extract Goodness from Badness. I want you to Smile when you think about You, your essence and Your being. Listen More and Talk less. Command Respect thru your behaviours, don't expect it and don't assume that you have to give respect right away.
You will see clearly, if you want Respect, you have to align yourself in a manner that exudes respect to yourself and others, the others that matter I must say.

 Listen, I know that your life on earth has been toubled, only you know the depths of your pain. You are no stranger to the rain, this I know. You are not afraid to face the evil, your evil.
Come on baby, if you have come this far, keep going.Look at all of the beautifullness that you are missing out on.Not gonna lie, I feel excited everyday and I so deserve it, as do you. These unfamiliar feelings that you have are that of belief, happiness and faith, faith in you.
When you go outside, you will hear the birds talking, you will acknowledge the butterflies, you will acknowledge the sky and feel and appreciate the energy  in the air. This world seems new to you, it is. This new world is a reflection of you.

Hey put on your best jeans and fave top, let's go out. I want to roll with you, yes?
Here they come, with golden energy and wondering eyes.
"Hey beauties, this  is ( your name here). Now, empower me my friend, how would I describe you?

#HappyWednesday

Now say 5 positive traits about yourself #Don'think just flow
1. I am..?
2.I am..?
3. A quality that I love about myself is.....
4.I am dependable because ( your knowingness here)
5.My self worthy Mantra is....(Own it)