My LOA We love you Gordie

My LOA
I grew up to one band predominantly, The Tragically Hip, when I heard that they were coming to the island, I began visualizing that I would get tickets as this was a bucketlist dream for me.
Here are the series of events;
Tickets went on sale at 10:00 a.m., my partner and I had three phones going continuously. I looked at the screen to learn that in 8 minutes they would be sold out. My instinct told me to keep going. I had hung up my phone to start on the other phone when I realized that my phone was dialing. When I grabbed my phone I said, Hello to which a female voice said how can I help you?
Wow, I asked if there were any wheelchair accessible seats if any left?
She stated I do not think so but hold on, I do not remember breathing to which she stated, yes I can give you two in the 6th row. I asked how this happened to which she responded, I am not sure you are very lucky.

Now 2 special  men in my life my partner and my brother. My brother and I have never been to a concert, my partner has been to many and has seen the Hip 4 times. With a kind heart and being an exceptional man, my partner offered his ticket to my brother, we were overwhelmed.

A place to stay- 5 days before the concert we needed to find a hotel in the busy city that was wheelchair accessible and dog friendly. The first place I called was fully and completely booked. I asked the girl if she knew of anything available, to which she stated try our other hotel which is even closer to the arena. I called and got this young man named Lucas who asked me to call the next day at 9 and ask for his manager, Michael. I called the next morning, Michael was not available so I talked to this amazing girl named Michelle. I can not say enough Greatness about this girl, she went above and beyond. We got a wheelchair accessible room that was dog friendly and when we asked about a fridge she even arranged that.
Many said that I am Lucky. ( if you ever need a room in Victoria access the Days Inn and ask for Michelle)

The concert- Very emotional, Wheat Kings, not a dry eye in the arena, very personal to many sacred.
Met so many amazing people, my heart feels warm as I write this with cherished memories.
Luck has nothing to do with it.
Thank you Hip, Thank you Gordie, Canada sends you accolades of love and Appreciation

Last Song many tears falling

https://youtu.be/46LAYEK6lu0

Why not today?

I want to be Happy but there is so much chaos in my life,
Everyday someone pisses me off so I will try to be Happy tomorrow
I try to talk to him but he doesn't listen
When I am Happy, he just passifies me

When I look at my flowers, I feel Happy however, it is momentarily
It is going to rain tomorrow, great
I am tired of the people around me, they are always poor me

I am always getting colds and my doctor always tells me that a lot of this is in my head
I get frustrated and noone will listen

Hey friend I will, hope that you don't mind me being straight yes?

Have you ever thought that you are the demise of your own chaos?
Have you ever considered that your thoughts are your own reality?
Have you ever thought that you allow everyone to piss you off?
Maybe,just maybe He doesn't want to listen cause you talk at him, not to him ,
Again,you allow him to piss you off

Why when you look at your flowers do you have a limit on your Happiness? You sure set yourself up sister, wow
Rain is Beautiful, it allows Growth
Everyone around you pisses you off or do  you piss yourself off?
People may passify you as you have taught them that you go back to your safe place of doom and gloom
Colds, really?
Yes you can bring them on yourself
It sounds as tho you set up a pretty good Pity Party my friend

How about changing your thoughts to positivity and see what happens?
How about believing in something bigger then you?
Why not trying to see the Goodness in others?
You are what you attract see, have you ever thought that you are attracting negative people and bringing out the negativity in them?

But I..

Nope there are a million excuses and choose to listen to none of them
Yep, that's  right I choose
So can you

So, why not today?

Internal Bliss

You are worth it.

You are so worth it.

You see clearly,

You wake up feeling content,

Things come to you so effortlessly.

Others may say foolishness about you about you but you don't give a rip,

Your past is Blah, Blah, Blah, it's NOW that matters.

So Grateful that you are here, in your satisfying world, Your World.

No guilty feelings, no negativity embedded in your molecules,

You meditate and visualise your wants, everyday.

Your manifestations are aligned, you are the Creator of your world,

You have gotten rid of your doubt,

You are hooked into your path of least resistance,

In your mind, there is no comparison with others.

If it doesn't feel good, you are aware of this right away,

There is always a better feeling choice, this you know

Yesterday does not matter, NOW does.

Tomorrow will be an amazing day,

This moment is wonderful.

I am Worthy, I am Positive Vibes, I am Worthy, I am Fullfilled,

I am my OBF (Own Best Friend)

Thank you for being me, Thank you for being You

Namaste



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Good Morning yes?

Early Morn, excited and Grateful to be a part of what's to come
Water boiling,french press full of dark roast coffee.
Granola, hmm this morning I will cut up some bannas to go on top,
lil' bit of stevia. Beautiful blue skies.

First trip, by wheelchair, takes me a little bit longer as I  have not put my chair above the second grid yet but I will and when do, I will race, don't even fret, when I do it will bè all over social media. #Jokes #ComeonSmile

First trip,  Got tab, laptop, blog journal, notes journal .
Excited, go outside, say Good Morning to all my containers full of scrumpshis raspberries, blueberries, strawberries, big boy tomatoes, rona tomatoes, cherry tomatoes, did I say tomatoes? Green peppers, squash, kale and swisschaurd.

Herbs, chives,dill, fennel, basil and such
Beautiful flower arrangements and my 2 lilac trees.

Second Trip, My fave pens,  I must say my awesome touch pens
that I bought at the dollar store, my vapo and medical marijuana my reading glasses and sunglass.

I go outside to put my  belongings  on the table and my best friend
comes out with a fresh cup of coffee, my oatmeal, glass of water with three ice cubes and a slice of lemon and gives me a kiss. Ì am so Happy, radiating love vibrations.
This man then plugs in my two water fountains one of my favorite sounds.
I am excited, I feel Alive.

I make some calls, recieve some calls and everything is Positive.
I begin my research for my nest video, the information is coming to mè.
I realize that I need my reading glasses and thinking that I am organized, I look in all the usual places not once but twice. Hmmm, I take a deep breath thinking that I may have left them in the house. As I put my hand on my wheelchair to go, I find my reading glasses, on top of my head.

It's a great day and we've only just begun. Good Morning Beautiful you.

Happiness Just Ahead

Loving Yourself Conditionally

Look at her, she is Fat
I don't want to look in the mirror, unless I have to
Oh my look at that he is in a wheelchair, he is so slow crossing the street
I can't stand him, he really pisses me off
She left the lights on again, what a Moron
I can't stand my boss
It's raining outside, great my hair is going to get ruined
Why does he talk so much, Can't he just shut up?
I can't stand her, I hope she gets hit by a bus

Loving Yourself UnConditionally
I wake up in the morning, Smile and say Thank you
I look in my mirror and say, Hello the Universe loves me
I appreciate others

Oh yea, I only get back what I put in LOA

This I know, It's not my relationship with others that matters,
It's my Relationship with myself that matters

I attract Positivity Only

Sorry bout the negativity in the beginning, sadly it's real for some,
Not me and not you either

Happy Sunday

What I want

What is your view of the world?
Do  you watch the news? Is it important to you? You can't miss it.
I know, it'real, there is no added drama, you must believe the hype.
Do you think that watching the news causes more subconscience anxiety?

What is your view of the world?
Is your view based on your perception?
Do you allign yourself with the goodness that is happening in your world?
Is it your world that is important or the outside world?
The news.....? Nope

When you watch the news, CNN,what have you,  are you alligned with positivity, or do you even care?
You get what you think about? Yes?

When you wake, do you think or do you smile?
When you get angry, do you yell and create meaness and tears?
Do you jump into the meaness energy and create more chaos?
Do you get angry?

The better it gets, the better it gets, the worse it gets, the worse it gets.

Unconditional Allignment, Unconditional Love, Unconditional Clarity  This is exilerating

Conditional Allignment, Conditional Love, Conditional Clarity, so many conditions, mann this is draining

Say your prayers from a standpoint of appreciation  OR
Don't pray
Take everything good or bad for granted.

 Have a warm wonderful feeling, be content, max your credit card within need, know that you will attract more money and you have belief in theed

Smile just because! Smile just because! Smile just because!

Don't smile and be angry, have fun with that.

I trust in myself
I trust in others

Reality is where I stand, I create my own reality
I allow others to create my reality, heart wrenching really

I want to attract my goodness, my positive thoughts to ME
I can't do any such thing

I want the absolute Best for Me
I wait, what?

Who is Your Mind Giving Birth Two?

Hey Good Morn......uh hey, what's going on up in here? It's so dark and it feels so stressful and stagnent, dreary really. I am tired of this, aren't you? Uh oh look out, here comes the Poor me Pity Card, wow it is really tenacious, seems unwavering really. It seems as tho there is  something pernnicious all around here, your memory is so intertwined with your past, it has a banner on it, what does that say? Ahhh, really? Ranked number 1 for the past 30 years, really, give me a break, wow.
 Oh my, yea your birthday in 2 weeks and wait for it...Everybody will be too busy to celebrate.  Oh well no big deal.Jeesh, somebody get me some Violins
.
 Uh oh, here comes FEAR and she  looks like she is dropping her babies, oh, oh she just dropped WORRY and there is, wow there is CHAOS. Man, these guys are really controlling you eh? Whoa, there is DREAD, quite nasty looking really, don't mean to be rude. Mannnn, I was hoping that he wouldln't be here, CAN'T, and course, he is frowning and jumping into every emotion and thought  that you have. Wow, you just got your credit card bill, RESENTMENT, AVOID andFORESEE just got here,  sat in their regular seats, ordered FORESEEABLE FAILUREand some popcorn with extra butter. These old familiar  thoughts and Negative Laws of Attraction  are very tiring and I have worked very hard to attract HAPPINESS, you can to,it's your CHOICE
I am starting to sweat and get anxious, gotta go, and hey, wrong mind but thanks, this allows me to MANIFEST GRATITUDE on a whole other level.

So is it always going to be like this? Are you so còmfortable with these negative and repetative behaviours that you are afraid or unaware of CHANGE?
You don't want to AVOID mirrors, yourself forever do you?
Namaste

Good Morning (Contaigous Smiles) !! is so exquisitley bright in here, it is radiating accolades of JOYOUS POSITIVE VIBRATIONS!!! Wow, We are so GRATEFUL for this aren't we??? It is so Clean here, no clutter, the POSITIVE VIBRATIONS continually flows. Ohh here comes GRATITUDE, she is so HAPPY and OBSERVANT, she utizes her gift to which everybody has but many  don't acknowledge, in fact they will say, I have no filters, she thinks before she speaks(and she'not pregnant). Alrite enough about others, this is a POSITIVE FLOW Only.  Ahh I LOVE this insight ful moment when we drink tea and gaze at the mountains, listen to the BEAUTIFUL Birds while breathing deeply and APPRECIATE Your Essence, your being.
Now soothed internally, we meditate for 15 minutes, we are feeling and manifesting ASPIRANT and FAITHFUL. We check the mail, your credit card bill is in, you open it and SMILE knowing that you can pay it. You APPRECIATE your LOVE of self, you do not smoke cigs, do  not spend foolishly, you  drink rarely and when you want a glass of your faveourite  wine, you just go to  your  cold room and get a bottle as you already from what I can see you are SOLID and CONCLUSIVE  your Emotions manifest POSITIVE VIBRATIONS, ohhh this is FREEDOM.

 You look in your mirror, SMILE and say to yourself,  I AM BEAUTIFUL and THE UNIVERSE ADORES ME.  Your birthday is coming up and you are so EAGER and DELIGHTED as your friends are throwing a party for you and you found an EPIC dress at your Goodwill..

Your life is a GOOD DAY EVERYDAY, and this is what you think and this is what attract.

Namaste

Mental Note

The sun is shining, but I think it may rain tonite

I am so blessed to have all this lettuce to pick, but I will be out soon

I have hydro, but I am so sick of the bills

I love him/her but I am so tired of their shyte

I love myself, but I can't let go of my past

She/He is my best friend, but talks too much

I want to come to a comprimise, but I am stubborn

It's gonna be alrite. I am so happy today. I LOVE him/her so much and I appreciate his/her self efficacy and mine and the way that we Comprimise with each other. It is a Great Day, I am going to pick some vegetables and berries from the gardren, Oh cool, he turned off all the lights, blessings. So grateful for natural light.
I appreciate that he/she trusts me to talk, to share thier soul with me.

It's a really Good Day and I am truly grateful for appreciating and being Consistent in Positivity...
I create #MyOwnReality. The past is a goodbye, Blah, Blah, Blah,nope NOW, that matters NOW