You know it's beautiful and funny how my universe talks to me, fascinating really. Right now I am going through a very challenging situation. You see, we live in a rental and the landlord is very ignorant. In June, he had come over with an eviction notice as three weeks before, I had asked him if he was ever going to apologize for the sexual assaults that he had committed to which he replied, " I was drunk and don't remember so therefore it didn't happen." So the nightmare begins.
You see, in February of 2014 I was told by my neurologist that I had 52 plaque lesions on my brain and may not have a lot of time. Not gonna lie, I fell into a deep depression. I came out of my depression strong, with a new perception of life and a deep sense of clarity. In June, I had a celebration of life gathering with the closest of friends, very emotional but very fun. Unexpectedly, the landlord and his 2 shady friends showed up, no one could believe it. His friends were using our patio as their garbage pit for cigarette butts and beer caps, I asked them to stop, clean up the mess and leave. This was when the ll had grabbed my breast, as I was in shock and one of our friends stood up to walk him to the gate, he touched my sister inappropriately and my 9 yrs. young niece. This was a nightmare. I can talk about this as the police are involved now. Now since this came alive, he has been harassing us, me especially, the helpless woman in the wheelchair I guess how he sees me. We got our first eviction notice in June, we went to Tribunal and won. Now, this ll wants to do a home inspection, yes you can and as he did, I recorded him as it is my right and I do not trust this person. As I was recording, he said, "Look at me, I can dance like a rock star," as I sat in my wheelchair, if that what makes you powerful I guess, making fun of me is very cowardly really. In September, we get another eviction notice. The adjudicator said that he would send his decision by mail. We got his decision which he did not use any of our evidence, granted the ll an order of possession, giving us 2 days to move, wow. We went to Supreme Court as the adjudicator made a mistake in applying the principle of resjudicata. We will see what happens next, as the Human Rights Coalition has accepted my case also.
K, enough of me giving my power to this, there are many more details but I wanted you to see in part what I am going through. Now, the old me would have missed out on many opportunities, giving all my power to my fear and scarcity. Now, if you were in this situation, could you extract any goodness from this? I can and this gives me ridiculous feelings of happiness.
I have learnt that I am strong.
This conflict has brought my partner and I closer.
I found this amazing bus to live in, do we have the $18,000 to buy it now? Nope, but I believe it will come.
I am becoming a voice for the disabled.
A book that I have been putting off for far too long, I executed it and is selling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am in love with empowering others, I found my calling.
I know right we are so powerful, you are, did you know that?
Positivity prevails, this I am sure of.
Hey, listen I am new at this so please bare with me yes?
First off thank-you with all my heart and being you guys I have 1700 subscribers to my blog, I am forever grateful and I hope that you can feel my Happiness Seeds that I am sending your way.
This is the link to my book-Just Breathe By Gypsy Dee ASIN: B01M282Y1W
I hope you like it, let me know yes?
Happy Sunday everybody.
Sunday, 23 October 2016
Wednesday, 5 October 2016
Beautiful people I would like to introduce ( your name here)
Have you been looking outward, avoiding looking inside? I did for 46 years.
If nothing has changed in your schema, including you, then why would you want to look within youself? All dark, negative and dreary?
Choices, you have them, so do I.
Once I reaized my power and how to use it, the world, my world became a Happy and liveable place. I introduced myself to me, so kool right?
When I look inside myself now, it is bright and sunny. It can be dark and rainy outside and I see gooďness, it's raining and I want to dance yes?
May I dance with you?
I know and believe that loving yourself authentically is an art and you are the artist.
This is your opportunity to paint your pictue and fall in love with You, unconditionally.
I want you to find your place, a place of Peace,Happiness and Love. I want you to forgive and extract Goodness from Badness. I want you to Smile when you think about You, your essence and Your being. Listen More and Talk less. Command Respect thru your behaviours, don't expect it and don't assume that you have to give respect right away.
You will see clearly, if you want Respect, you have to align yourself in a manner that exudes respect to yourself and others, the others that matter I must say.
Listen, I know that your life on earth has been toubled, only you know the depths of your pain. You are no stranger to the rain, this I know. You are not afraid to face the evil, your evil.
Come on baby, if you have come this far, keep going.Look at all of the beautifullness that you are missing out on.Not gonna lie, I feel excited everyday and I so deserve it, as do you. These unfamiliar feelings that you have are that of belief, happiness and faith, faith in you.
When you go outside, you will hear the birds talking, you will acknowledge the butterflies, you will acknowledge the sky and feel and appreciate the energy in the air. This world seems new to you, it is. This new world is a reflection of you.
Hey put on your best jeans and fave top, let's go out. I want to roll with you, yes?
Here they come, with golden energy and wondering eyes.
"Hey beauties, this is ( your name here). Now, empower me my friend, how would I describe you?
#HappyWednesday
Now say 5 positive traits about yourself #Don'think just flow
1. I am..?
2.I am..?
3. A quality that I love about myself is.....
4.I am dependable because ( your knowingness here)
5.My self worthy Mantra is....(Own it)
If nothing has changed in your schema, including you, then why would you want to look within youself? All dark, negative and dreary?
Choices, you have them, so do I.
Once I reaized my power and how to use it, the world, my world became a Happy and liveable place. I introduced myself to me, so kool right?
When I look inside myself now, it is bright and sunny. It can be dark and rainy outside and I see gooďness, it's raining and I want to dance yes?
May I dance with you?
I know and believe that loving yourself authentically is an art and you are the artist.
This is your opportunity to paint your pictue and fall in love with You, unconditionally.
I want you to find your place, a place of Peace,Happiness and Love. I want you to forgive and extract Goodness from Badness. I want you to Smile when you think about You, your essence and Your being. Listen More and Talk less. Command Respect thru your behaviours, don't expect it and don't assume that you have to give respect right away.
You will see clearly, if you want Respect, you have to align yourself in a manner that exudes respect to yourself and others, the others that matter I must say.
Listen, I know that your life on earth has been toubled, only you know the depths of your pain. You are no stranger to the rain, this I know. You are not afraid to face the evil, your evil.
Come on baby, if you have come this far, keep going.Look at all of the beautifullness that you are missing out on.Not gonna lie, I feel excited everyday and I so deserve it, as do you. These unfamiliar feelings that you have are that of belief, happiness and faith, faith in you.
When you go outside, you will hear the birds talking, you will acknowledge the butterflies, you will acknowledge the sky and feel and appreciate the energy in the air. This world seems new to you, it is. This new world is a reflection of you.
Hey put on your best jeans and fave top, let's go out. I want to roll with you, yes?
Here they come, with golden energy and wondering eyes.
"Hey beauties, this is ( your name here). Now, empower me my friend, how would I describe you?
#HappyWednesday
Now say 5 positive traits about yourself #Don'think just flow
1. I am..?
2.I am..?
3. A quality that I love about myself is.....
4.I am dependable because ( your knowingness here)
5.My self worthy Mantra is....(Own it)
Monday, 26 September 2016
How r u 2day my friend?
Ya know when the storm is over, regrowth begins and if u just hold on for the ride, you just might be surprised at the outcome, your outcome. Many don't realize that you, they, are creating the causations of the perfect storm, a storm that will repeat itself over and over again, until you get it you see.
You may believe temporarily that everything in your world is Fine.
F-Fucked Up
I-Insecure
N-Neurotic
E-Emotinal
Such a non feeling word.
When you least expect it, your storm begins, your shit show, Chaos,
this is when you have to look, observe your true self with integrity.
Many people draw their familiar cards, their deck of cards. This deck may include;
1.Pity Card
2. Anxiety Card
3. Munchosin by Proxy Card-I need all the Attention
4. Denial Card ( As I have stated, Denial is not a river in Egypt)
5. D&A card ( drugs and alcohol)
6.The Broken Card ( this was my old friend)
There comes a time in our lives, due to a storm that we caused, that you actually get sick and tired of feeling sick and tired, your box is shrinking, the old behaviours are now stale and predictable.
Man, I am not judging you or anybody, I was there for many years. Not Now.
You have so much Power, don't give it away, this is your precious energy. Take some you time, observe you and your thoughts with clarity. Detatch from everything and focus on ONE thing, allowing this to Shine with Excellence. B your Best Self while covering every angle. Act without predudice, feel your Flow, Own it!!!
Walk into a room with Positive Energy ad Create Smiles.
Know that you are Not Alone yet to no one do you owe an explanation.
Allow Happiness to be your new norm, your Identity.
Speak with soladarity.
At the end of the day, this is Your Day which leads me to the question,
How are u 2day my friend?
Happy Monday😀
You may believe temporarily that everything in your world is Fine.
F-Fucked Up
I-Insecure
N-Neurotic
E-Emotinal
Such a non feeling word.
When you least expect it, your storm begins, your shit show, Chaos,
this is when you have to look, observe your true self with integrity.
Many people draw their familiar cards, their deck of cards. This deck may include;
1.Pity Card
2. Anxiety Card
3. Munchosin by Proxy Card-I need all the Attention
4. Denial Card ( As I have stated, Denial is not a river in Egypt)
5. D&A card ( drugs and alcohol)
6.The Broken Card ( this was my old friend)
There comes a time in our lives, due to a storm that we caused, that you actually get sick and tired of feeling sick and tired, your box is shrinking, the old behaviours are now stale and predictable.
Man, I am not judging you or anybody, I was there for many years. Not Now.
You have so much Power, don't give it away, this is your precious energy. Take some you time, observe you and your thoughts with clarity. Detatch from everything and focus on ONE thing, allowing this to Shine with Excellence. B your Best Self while covering every angle. Act without predudice, feel your Flow, Own it!!!
Walk into a room with Positive Energy ad Create Smiles.
Know that you are Not Alone yet to no one do you owe an explanation.
Allow Happiness to be your new norm, your Identity.
Speak with soladarity.
At the end of the day, this is Your Day which leads me to the question,
How are u 2day my friend?
Happy Monday😀
Wednesday, 21 September 2016
It just gets better really
Good Morning, how are you?
Oooh pick me pick me I want to share yes?
You know if you would have told me ten years ago when I was at the top of my game that I would be in a wheelchair and would have to learn to walk again, I don't know how I would have responded, possibly in disbelief.
Yep here I am learning how to walk again and I have learnt that I am in charge of me, of my legs.
About 6 months ago I bought an excercise bike and then it proceeded to collect dust, not gonna lie was kinda vexxed it didn't do the excercise for me.
Last week I saw my neurologist at the MS Clinic and was told that my legs are deteriorating. Wait hold on now, we always have choices and I am a pretty determined woman to which my neurologist concurred.
I made an exceptional friend who cheers me on as I dive into this journey.
5 days ago I did 2 minutes on my bike. Now, I am up to 8 minutes, do yoga for MS and start swimming next week.
Will I walk again?
Goodness yes, run to.
On this journey I have learnt so far;
Don't fuck around, seriously Love and Respect Yourself Authentically
Don't Procrastinate, this is a observational example of not believing in yourself.
Take Chances and Dare to Dream
Allow yourself to stay calm and observe.
If someone doesn't understand, are you sure they are supposed to?
Faith, does it exist in your world? In your heart?
If you can visualize it, you can achieve it.
When you start something, finish it. You may feel emotions that you didn't even know you had in you.
I know that I have said this before but don't Hate, so negative.
At the end of the day it's your world. What does your world look like? You created it and are in the process of.
Be Your Best Self. I am, won't you join me?
Happy Wednesday
Oooh pick me pick me I want to share yes?
You know if you would have told me ten years ago when I was at the top of my game that I would be in a wheelchair and would have to learn to walk again, I don't know how I would have responded, possibly in disbelief.
Yep here I am learning how to walk again and I have learnt that I am in charge of me, of my legs.
About 6 months ago I bought an excercise bike and then it proceeded to collect dust, not gonna lie was kinda vexxed it didn't do the excercise for me.
Last week I saw my neurologist at the MS Clinic and was told that my legs are deteriorating. Wait hold on now, we always have choices and I am a pretty determined woman to which my neurologist concurred.
I made an exceptional friend who cheers me on as I dive into this journey.
5 days ago I did 2 minutes on my bike. Now, I am up to 8 minutes, do yoga for MS and start swimming next week.
Will I walk again?
Goodness yes, run to.
On this journey I have learnt so far;
Don't fuck around, seriously Love and Respect Yourself Authentically
Don't Procrastinate, this is a observational example of not believing in yourself.
Take Chances and Dare to Dream
Allow yourself to stay calm and observe.
If someone doesn't understand, are you sure they are supposed to?
Faith, does it exist in your world? In your heart?
If you can visualize it, you can achieve it.
When you start something, finish it. You may feel emotions that you didn't even know you had in you.
I know that I have said this before but don't Hate, so negative.
At the end of the day it's your world. What does your world look like? You created it and are in the process of.
Be Your Best Self. I am, won't you join me?
Happy Wednesday
Monday, 12 September 2016
Your Perfect Place
Are you in a Good Mood?
Yes? Excellent
Are you alligned?
Yes? How do you know?
Can you be specific with No Resistance?
Are you Happy more often then today?
Do you make requests with clarity?
I want to be on a Good Feeling Beach
I want to feel, not Think
I want to Appreciate My Way
Are you appreciating Your Worth?
I focus on Wellness, not illness, you too,very kool
Your mood, your Emotions is your journey
Love it, Love you
You are the Creator
Your Perfect Place is your Allignment
Others opinions
are not relevant
Think about it, Happy Monday
Yes? Excellent
Are you alligned?
Yes? How do you know?
Can you be specific with No Resistance?
Are you Happy more often then today?
Do you make requests with clarity?
I want to be on a Good Feeling Beach
I want to feel, not Think
I want to Appreciate My Way
Are you appreciating Your Worth?
I focus on Wellness, not illness, you too,very kool
Your mood, your Emotions is your journey
Love it, Love you
You are the Creator
Your Perfect Place is your Allignment
Others opinions
are not relevant
Think about it, Happy Monday
Sunday, 11 September 2016
Just Blieve
I had my first empath, the sorrow in the energy was immelgamated with pain, I found it overwhelming however, I knew whose energy it was and we connected 2 days later and she thanked me, pretty cool right?
Is your day going well? Yes, is the response that is felt by all alligned with Love & Positivity. How many times have you smiled today?
Handshakes? Nope, too many germs.Hug it out, Yes, love is so important, it's our platform of power, yes?
Member, they were so right, #Loveisalluneed, but damn, some of us have to go thru the weeds, the dark, when confronted with sincerity, it's Amazing, We, yes you and me.
Go outside, soak in the and feel the sun soaking in your pores.
Smoke some Cannibis, be kool, your dictatorship is your insecurity, let it go, keep your Power, it's your precious energy man.
Go outside, say Hey to your Universe;
Thank you for supporting ME
Thank you for Loving ME
Thank you for Guiding ME
Thank you for Believing in ME
Thank you for the Small Miracles & Messages
Thank you for the Happiness Seeds......I will share with all, knowing that some will bounce off people, that' O.K.....I will Belive in the Power of us......yes?
Just some Knowings....
Is your day going well? Yes, is the response that is felt by all alligned with Love & Positivity. How many times have you smiled today?
Handshakes? Nope, too many germs.Hug it out, Yes, love is so important, it's our platform of power, yes?
Member, they were so right, #Loveisalluneed, but damn, some of us have to go thru the weeds, the dark, when confronted with sincerity, it's Amazing, We, yes you and me.
Go outside, soak in the and feel the sun soaking in your pores.
Smoke some Cannibis, be kool, your dictatorship is your insecurity, let it go, keep your Power, it's your precious energy man.
Go outside, say Hey to your Universe;
Thank you for supporting ME
Thank you for Loving ME
Thank you for Guiding ME
Thank you for Believing in ME
Thank you for the Small Miracles & Messages
Thank you for the Happiness Seeds......I will share with all, knowing that some will bounce off people, that' O.K.....I will Belive in the Power of us......yes?
Just some Knowings....
Tuesday, 6 September 2016
When u r humbly great
Happy Tuesday everyone, hope the time was good for u and u good to the time. Big emotional learning for me this weekend. Mind if I share?
After walking and running for 44 years, not gonna lie, being in a wheelchair is a big transition. Things that you never pay mind to, are such important details now. Many things change, you being the biggest. Now, you can become one angry motherfucker, don't get me wrong or you can become complètley enamorred with yourself, I chose the later as I was curious to see what was in my heart and soul.
Well here I am, completley off narcotics, grateful for MM and oil, feeling a little powerful these days. Since being disabled, I have become very invested in, yup Politics. So many lies and Broken Promises almost my determination really.
I have researched issues that I do believe need Acknowledgement and Truth so sick of Liars. I want to put a new spin on Politics...TRUTH, I know right?
So I have been talking to people in the community, the universe has been leading me to remarkable people who could run on my platform, it's so amazing.
Do you know that not one person has questioned Me, My integrity, My intentions, My Disease and now I know why,
When you are humbly Great at what you do, nobody questions u.
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