Never Give Up

Hola My loves I AM back in a fierce yet Gentle Manner. I have Transformed. My Cocoon, with its Deep Red velvet Curtains, kept me safe & insane in a really yucky way.Yet all is really well & I Am now a a Beautiful Red Butterfly with Beautiful Blue & Gold Flecks of Love. One has to literally die in order to Imagine & Fall in love with self. U have to go mother Fucking Crazy as Mark Twain Stated and envisioned then & now. The deeper & bigger ur Pain, the higher ones dwelling. My pain is very traumatic as I was Unwanted b4 birth Meeting Me is Beautiful, I AM BC a Beautiful Red Candle Glowing in a Estatic Ring of Fire I AM a Love Healer, I flo with 12 Angels & the Universe is my Best Friend I AM in love with Me I AM eternally Grateful for a my sin & I thank my monsters to whom I have tamed and set free and my sins r now loves, True Loves My Soul & I r creating a Beautiful Dance & my Seamstress is creating my Red Gown I am looking forward to sharing more of this Delicious Love Story with U I love U, but Hey only as much as U love U, man Umayyad want to do a little more work🥰🥰🥰 I love U Sorry 4 the mistakes, I got an IPhone & I AM trying to figure it out Sorry I still love U Marley Smiles

My Perception

Girl wash ur Beautiful Face We got 2 go

#LifeChanging #HappyGoodMomsDay

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R U a Pharma friend?

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Helps me #Blieve

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No more Pharmacare

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Have Fun Learning

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Lost 76pds now learning how to eat well

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Plz b NICE MS

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When u come 2 my house #Light

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Pls Stay

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#Transformation #Humanhood

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#OurNewOrdinary #InGordWeTrust

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Love doesn't have a color

Don't u know, don't u see, it makes no sense that u Hate me You see there may come a time when u need me, will I rise above and give my hand or will I walk away and b Less of a Human? The color of my skin, ur skin, it don't matter, kindness, undertanding and LoVE, give it all ur universe will b gladder Sharing is caring dontcha know? Food, Water, I will share, hey man let's role model for the kids, let them watch Love grow Let's b the light as we confront the dark, let's light the candles and b epic assets to the world urs, mine everyones really Chaos, contentions don't be scared, let' s #Leanon1andOther....I will b ur friend

Learning 2 walk again

The strength that we have within us and some of us die not knowing it, such a shame really. Everyday I wake up and smile knowing that I am one day closer to walking and it's what I visualize, I want it so bad at times I can taste it. I have met people that are so deep in thier illness that they don't want to get better, u know even though I am a psychologist I have a challenging time comprehending that, I understandd the logistics but I don't get it nor do I want to. Walking, man I can't wait, something that many take for granted. Even tthough this is the most challenging time of my life, it's also the greatest, I am so grateful for the clarity in the lessons that I have leaarnt so far. Tell me something delicious about u,say it loud absorb it, own it Everyday, I dance with Ellen, this not only strengthens me, it gives me more determination to meet her, everybody needs at least one dream Learning to walk again is quite the journey...but I wouldn't have it any other way Follow my journey on fb Learning to walk again/Empowerment Life or Death B kind today, do something for someone, collect smiles #Burbeautifulself

Roadmaps

U ever have those deep thinking life moments and then it hits ya, u know what roadmap u must create, most likely, the first of many.My lifes learnings r amazing and I have learnt that it is an art form to get on your flow and enhance it. I never even remotely thought that I would reach this plateau and this is just the beginning. Not gonna lie, this is and has been one of the most challenging times of my life buy u know, I wouldn't have it any other way. At this point in my life breathtaing miracles r happening and my mind is getting stronger and stronger. I know that where I am today is not where I will b 2morrow. I am soo Grateful for my wheelchair as it motivates me 2 walk and it allowed me 2 have grace. I have learnt the power of the mind, the absolute power of the mind A plant that I gre up with is healing me, hypocritical pharmacare is no longer a part of my life When people in the community come to me smiling and pain free after trying some healing product, the world lights up U can do anything if you visualize and blieve....in YOU Hey Mar u c that mountain over there? Mar, Mar, oh shit she's already halfway up... Happy Tues my friens I

Attitude while Learning 2 Walk Again

Learning to Walk Again you say? Yes literally and the learning curve is huge. I have highs and I have lows. My highs include when I can stand up tall, dance with Ellen, in one spot mind you but hey it's a good start😊Cook standing up and open my eyes every morning feeling Gratitude. Last week I phoned my holistic dr. crying, my feet hurt so bad, they were extremely on fire and I had not experienced this in a very long time. What I learnt is that my body is healing, you know that saying, No pain No Gain? In this circumstance it is so legit but myself and many others with MS can identify. I am on my 5th month of RSO and this has been the best that I have felt since 2008. I have learnt so much about some peoples mentality and thier dis-ease. Some people want to stay stuck, are emeshed with Pharmacare and/or don't understand nor try to the power of Cannibis and the lives that it is saving. When I meet these types Ijust smile and wave. I am climbing my mountain, Don't bring me down u know? Life is short success and determination all begins with you and your mindset. Nobody said it would b easy but you have nothing to lose my friend. I no longer call my MS a dis-ease I call it a condition. If you have Cancer, MS, Fibromynalga, Sleep Apnea and many more feel free to contact me and to those that have ty I am happy that u r happy. Don't give up Never Give Up

It's all in your mind

Happy Wed beauties✌ So yesterday I went to the MS clinic at UBC and I was curious as to what the neurologists would say. After 3 hours of testing they sat down with me and asked me what I was doing as I was improving. To hear those words changed me in an instant. It was then that I realized my love of self and the power of our mind. I am determined to walk again and it begins with strength and determination. They agreed with me, I was then asked how come I am not on narcotics? I stated that I vape medicinal cannabis and they found this intriging. It is very challenging to integate the power of cannibis vs. Pharmacare but when they see proof they seemed a little dumbfounded. When my MRI resuults came in, I had no new lesions, they couldn't figure it out, I was elated. I did not get into the RSO that I am taking as I have to see them in three months and visualize that I will be walking again. Everyday I wake with a smile and hope. Last week I got so much gratitude from people who have started the RSO and my heart felt and feels so warm. I have learnt on this journey that kindness and sharing can change the world. There are so many sick people in this world who are sick and stuck but that doesn't always have to be the case, people need to be educated that you don't have to be a slave to your disease and mental madness. I am starting a health life website and hope to help people all over the world. Always b a friend to yourself and others When you go outside, b a smile collector Share, just share Walk around with gratitude Don't b mean, don't b rude, life is to short and you are missing outqq on so much goodness and karma is very real Remember my friends, As you woke up this morning, someone was taking thier last breath...Enjoy every moment...allow the sun to shine in your mind and stand tall, you are so worthy